I can’t think of what to sing for the next show! There is one, a Muse song, I can use for back up. But I still need another number, something! I scour my playlists for the right one. I have to focus on things like music and dancing and going out to perform in drag shows because I don’t want to get stuck in my head. The thoughts are horrific and full of dread. I’ve been lost, stuck in my own head before. Now the world is changing and hanging by a thread and there’s nothing I can do about anything. I am deeply disturbed by the orange madman and his sycophants waging war as though playing with toy army men. Men who never served, who never knew a day of any kind of service in their terrible lives.
It’s more than just war. Dead people, dead kids, dead environment. That comes with all the wars. This one stands out because it might be the end of the petrodollar. The oil is bought around the world with those dollars. It is the only thing backing the dollar, without it, it all falls apart. If the GCC pulls its investing from the US stock market (apple, Microsoft, google) the petrodollar collapses and the US plunges into depression. So, the war is more economic than anything. And there’s no way we can beat Iran. It’s one thing to bully smaller, weaker countries like Venezuela and Panama; Iran is not a small, weak country. They’ve been preparing for this for years – particularly in the form of their deliberately decentralized military.
So, I think about this geopolitical bullshit constantly, I was always interested in politics, social science, and world history. Where are all the answers? What would reveal all, shake the world to its core, and change everything? The Epstein Files. I firmly believe that – even Iran knows to differentiate between us and what they – and now I – are calling the Epstein class. Turns out Qanon was a little bit right – your government is run by pedophiles.
There is one cool thing to come out of this. The Iran Lego videos. Artistically, they are stunning. The lyricism, the iconography, the fact they are absolutely catchy – as the kids would say, “that slaps.” Who cares if it’s AI? AI can only be as good as the human feeding it. Explosive Media is the Iranian group behind the videos and it’s still not clear if that is an Iranian government account or just some tech savvy kids in Iran. When I saw the Pete Hegseth one, I actually got up to go show my mother what Iran had just released. It took time for the American Media to catch on. I’m fairly obsessed. The Epstein one was particularly devastating. Different musical style, different imagery. Packed a punch.
That Epstein shit is so sickening.
SICK SHIT
3 responses to “SICK SHIT”
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Completely agree with you. I don’t watch the news or read the newspaper anymore. They seem to me to be attempting to provoke you rather than inform you. I don’t want to be provoked on a daily basis, multiple times, but instead I have been engaged with natural and existing phenomena.
To be honest with you, this planet is now set up in a way that makes it very difficult to retain one’s senses. Advertisements interrupt our lives and berate us for being left behind. The world has been rearranged to keep you staring at
glowing rectangles, envying strangers, doubting
yourself, being subliminally indoctrinated day after day
after day. This is not an accident. This is design.The message is relentless. The method is simple. Repeat it long enough, and you’ll start to believe it.
To sell you anti-aging cream they make you fear your own reflection, new phone is a must have unless you want to get left behind, and then insurance for your possessions due to the worry that news bulletins are investing into your conscious self.
Then, if you look at the state of the world, you’ll notice that the most obvious of all is that we, as a species, have not profoundly progressed since our inception it seems. In 2026 you would’ve thought that famine and poverty would be a thing of the past, the need for war would be something of yesteryear, and that certain diseases and illness would now be curable for the majority of people. We haven’t blossomed into something beautiful, but we have a number of political wars going on, people who have a wealth and worth of the most unfathomable, grandiose amounts, that are seemingly wanting to put their stamp on this generation to make them remembered by future generations. Now, what I’d do in their position would be to eradicate poverty and death in the vulnerable countries where the act of chivalry is far more noble than being known simply as a multibillionaire who invented a platform for social media.
In my opinion, this would be the most attractive thing to do. I would love to be remembered as the person who put an end to poverty and famine in our world. My opinion is not a reflection on the fact that reality has no meaning in the present day as being a conducive, well oiled machine that is efficiently distributing resources to the masses. But it is somewhere between a day Jerusalem in the year 0 AD/BC and all that’s missing is a public show of nailing someone to a crucifix and leaving them there.
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I think the billionaire class are the real parasites. And psychopathic. They have, in their power, the ability to be superheroes, but they decline it. That is mind-boggling to me as it is to most normal people.
I have to be very careful what I watch and how I get my news…I can’t not know. The Lego videos have been particularly elucidating. The rest I filter through a comedic lens – the comedians have the best take on a lot of everything.
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