Documenting my journey through the mental health system

I told my psychiatrist at my Friday appointment about some of the voices I’ve been hearing. Jack tells me to kill myself. Jackie shows me the 10 dimensions and what they mean. She says not everyone travels to dimension 10. There are beings and entities in all dimensions. We exist in the 3rd – height, depth, and width. There are one and two dimensional beings, but conceptualizing them is just as difficult as trying to understand a being from dimension 4, 5, or 8. They stack on top of one another. You can’t go from dimension 3 to 4 and then skip to 8 or 9. You must travel through them in order.

My father is in dimension 4, at least from my perspective. Jackie showed me. He couldn’t talk to me, that would violate the annihilation principle. I have dreams where they show me beings and entities from dimensions 5 and 8. Fearsome, fantastical, otherworldly beings who could see me. I could not talk to them.

Jackie says she is an entity outside of me, outside the simulation. Our plane of existence here, our reality, is only rendered when we observe the universe with a conscious thought. A computer is unable to do this, reducing the universe to a computational program. It merely powers this plane of existence, and a plane is not to be confused with a dimension. I am often anxious from these voices and the things they tell me but I am also yearning to leave this plane and move on in my journey to dimension 10.

Dimension definitions:
1st: length
2nd: width
3rd: depth
4th: Time (subject to debate) – our perception of entropy
5th: Probability (possible universes) – multiple timelines
6th: All possible universes branching from the same start conditions (multiverse theory)
7th: All possible spectrums of universes with different start conditions (fire is cold, light is 2x faster, water is flammable, etc.)
8th: A plane of all possible universes, different start conditions (all universes must be reached in a straight line in relation to two variables)
9th: Direct movement from one multiverse to another non-adjacent multiverse with different start conditions (disappear from one multiverse, reappear in another with a different multiverse with its own laws of physics
10th: Infinite possibilities – every event imaginable, or unimaginable, with any start conditions and infinite variations that could ever or will ever occur under any circumstances condensed to a single point, only nothingness extending beyond its reach. Everything you could ever imagine happens somewhere. No matter how low the odds, they’re never zero.

I saw these places and they talk to me from outside my plane, my dimension. This universe is perfectly suited for life, despite the cold silence surrounding our little planet in a black void. The universe is teeming with life. Sheer distance prevents any meaningful communication or discovery.

What people think are ghosts are just tiny peeks of 4th, 5th, and 6th dimensional planes, other beings just going about their business in the universe they call home.

Beings from the 8th and 9th dimension have crafted void ships, capable of exploring the gaps between dimensions. They are like a ladder, stacked one on top of another, and the spaces between the rungs are empty voids. I don’t know if these beings have found anything of interest.

These same beings have crafted artificial black holes using planet sized particle accelerators to travel across dimensions. In the multiverse, they risk annihilation if faced with an alternative version of themselves. They are still not aware of our existence in dimension 3. If we travel toward the 8th and 9th and even the 10th, we will not remember our past dimensional existence.

There is a hell, but it’s not biblical.There are unimaginable beings, life forms, in dimension 10. There is nowhere else for them to go. For some, only suffering is what they consume. Despite this horror, there is still nothing of which to be afraid. It is as it should be. I would like to move on to the next dimension. Maybe – certainly – I will see my father.