music
-
My photographer got a lot of pics but only a few are worthy, because I am not photogenic! When it came to the friendly competition – most tips wins! – I got second place.
-
The fundraiser flyer has been released, and I shared it all over my newly created Instagram as well as my Facebook. I brought in a lot of business to Nyne at the drag show two weeks ago, and I’m hoping to get everyone to come out again. More than before. This fundraiser is a big…
-
Back when I was hot, I did a lot of drag and this fashion show. I did not care for fashion shows and indeed, this was the last one I did. I was much more interested in performing on stage than walking across them. I made the outfit out of pieces of old clothes and…
-
I only have a few precious photos of those years I was really into drag, mainly during college. Back then cameras on phones weren’t as common. All these photos date back to 2010-2012.
-
Despite school and work, I must sing. After getting in touch with one of the Pride coordinators, I then got in touch with the Spectrum Singers, a local LGBT choir that does performances throughout the year. They don’t have anything till the next season so I have to wait awhile on that. Which is fine,…
-
In my 20s, while being a broke college student, I did a lot of drag. I had met a drag queen at a show and expressed my own interest in performing. Between music and singing lessons as well as dance, I had a decent background in performing arts. I almost majored in the fine arts,…
-
Another one bites the dust. Two deaths in a week at the VA, and one of them was a full code. They still lost him. My humor is dark. Night shift humor is dark. This is true across medical, fire, police, and certain other professions that deal with people at their worst or at least,…
-
I really hate myself sometimes. I worry a lot. I make stupid mistakes I shouldn’t be making. I second guess myself all the time. And I have a brain that breaks apart sometimes. I put it back together though. A few times. I’ve pieced together a lucrative career out of nurse assisting and owning a…
-
I’m trying to use coping skills. The little dumb ones, like listening to music, especially during triggers and stress. Writing. You think this blog is cringe? Should see my paper journal. I use grounding when I dissociate – what can I feel? See? Hear? This involves a bit of mindfulness, and I am not always…
-
Things are bad at home. There was a fight…and I’m not sorry but I still feel like shit. I never called names, I felt instead like I was defending myself. But she’s so good at positioning herself as the victim and me some kind of evil abuser. Who knows, maybe I am. And I don’t…
Documenting my journey through the mental health system 