• SICK SHIT

    SICK SHIT

    I can’t think of what to sing for the next show! There is one, a Muse song, I can use for back up. But I still need another number, something! I scour my playlists for the right one. I have to focus on things like music and dancing and going out to perform in drag…

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  • Mourning

    Mourning

    I downgraded…a low mood post theater singing…hard to concentrate, even harder to write. Tormented by rapid thoughts of all the things I fear and all the fears everyone else has too. This is what a dying empire looks like. I am better now. I got caught up on my meds. I had missed a couple…

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  • All my Drag Glory

    My photographer got a lot of pics but only a few are worthy, because I am not photogenic! When it came to the friendly competition – most tips wins! – I got second place.

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  • Recap

    In July 2024, I was violently detained and hospitalized for suicide and later, completed an Intensive Outpatient mental health program as the year ended. I remember that during the program, I was quite anxious about the upcoming holidays because I was not living in my house. Every day, I wrote here and in a journal,…

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  • Seeing Color

    Seeing Color

    Class has resumed. I had a week of no school so I practiced and focused on singing. I had a private lesson with my choir director, and she helped me run through my two songs for the Divas and Rebels show on the 4th. I sing at that fundraiser, and then on the 8th I…

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  • Uprising

    The fundraiser flyer has been released, and I shared it all over my newly created Instagram as well as my Facebook. I brought in a lot of business to Nyne at the drag show two weeks ago, and I’m hoping to get everyone to come out again. More than before. This fundraiser is a big…

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  • The Old Drag Meets the New

    Back when I was hot, I did a lot of drag and this fashion show. I did not care for fashion shows and indeed, this was the last one I did. I was much more interested in performing on stage than walking across them. I made the outfit out of pieces of old clothes and…

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  • Villains Go On

    Villains Go On

    Wednesday was my stage debut, my re-emergence from the shadows. I sang Villains, by Madalen Duke, and My Heart Will Go On, Celine Dion. I did not sing Villains as well as I would have liked, getting used to a new venue and mic and sound system and performance floor. It wasn’t horrible, but that…

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  • Drag Nostalgia

    Drag Nostalgia

    I only have a few precious photos of those years I was really into drag, mainly during college. Back then cameras on phones weren’t as common. All these photos date back to 2010-2012.

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  • Back to the Stage

    Back to the Stage

    Despite school and work, I must sing. After getting in touch with one of the Pride coordinators, I then got in touch with the Spectrum Singers, a local LGBT choir that does performances throughout the year. They don’t have anything till the next season so I have to wait awhile on that. Which is fine,…

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